What's up all you loyal blog viewers! I apologize for my absence. Ironically I've been keeping up with my written journal on a pretty regular basis. Unfortunately for you my private thoughts usually stay private.

I recorded a sound clip of my voice. I didn't realize that it's been over 3 months since the last one. After my hospital stay I became disenchanted with the whole testosterone process because I had heavier health issues on my mind. I also don't want to be the guy who points out every new chin hair.

I love going to McDonalds in the morning for breakfast. If I get my timing correct the building is filled with older ladies and gents discussing various topics over coffee. There are two distinct sections: women and men. Although mixed couples are known to mingle among them. I don't go enough to identify specific people, but if I'm lucky I can eavesdrop on conversation. One time a man was explaining to his friend that he didn't like the way his wife made sausages. In which his wife replied, yeah, he doesn't like my sausages. He went on to explain that this morning he woke up early and couldn't sleep, so he made sausages! She said, and they were good. Obviously they didn't come to McDonalds for the food.

Because of Patriots Day trash pickup is delayed one day. Except nobody in Lowell knows that, so they all put their trash out last night. I walked away with a shit load of pepsi and coke points. I'm not a crazy trash digger. I do not go through closed trash bags. But if I see a cap through a clear plastic bag, I'm going in. How else can I get free game rentals from blockbuster and a pepsi beach towel?

Tomorrow is my 25th birthday. When I was younger I looked forward to my birthday all year long. Through a series of disappointments and the worst birthday ever (15) I don't get as excited as I used to. I usually try and brush it off as just another day because I'm scared if I get my hopes up they will be crushed. So I'm going into tomorrow with an open mind. My mother is driving up bright and early to take me to Maine. I don't know why. She wants to go to the Maine diner, walk on the beach, and go shopping. Hopefully it won't be too painful.

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I listened to all the recordings of my voice. Crazy shit, that is. It's amazing to me how something like hormones can literally change the makeup of your body and produce changes that are so vivid. And permanent, which is exciting. Anyway, it's off to cleaning.